what would you do to take anything in your past back? Anything, would kill for it, change a mistake? would you change your life or somebody elses? then think of the conciquinces after you would make that change and see if you would really do it!!! one last thing before your done, ask your-self what you're scared of more, not knowing what you dont know or the fact that even if you did know that, no matter what you did, you couldnt change the outcome no matter how hard you tried.